understanding...

it's hard to believe, im willing to give up in fashion..give up a course that i used to love..i wont change my mind but yet hurting me so much. sorry mom and dad, i bet that u'll disappointed...and now i know how hard to be alone, when nobody's around..mommy daddy, why never call me ?

I've pretended to be ......

I'm tired with this new life, I'm sick of being all alone. I miss my daddy, mommy and brothers. I miss my best friends and friends too. The last thing, I miss my room and home :) I miss you guys a lot ! but always..when I wanted to tell and ask about this thing, I ran outta words to say. What can I do ?

Love ya

visited Singapore

My brother a.k.a Aben and his friend a.k.a Nicky came to Singapore last three days to visit me, am I wrong ? *hahaha* and I had a million of memory ! * lebay ah * they arrived Singapore at 7.30 pm I think and I don't know where should I go to pick them up. So, I took MRT went to Somerset met Ajoe and Tepen there, but they wasted my money 'cause we immediately back to Bugis (my place) again, while waiting for Aben and Nicky's information we went to Kopitiam to have a drink *haha* and then finally I met them at McD, bugis village *what a long journey* after that we went to Cine to watch " Harry Potter " which not really good for me. The next day, all of us went to Vivocity walked around a.k.a window shopping for me *haha* and we planned to go to Sentosa but we didn't make it 'cause alot of people were making queue there ! So we went to Cine to have some movie there :) Sunday, I'm overslept and can't keep my promise to meet friends in Orchad *haha* then me,aben,nicky,ajoe and tepen went to Takashimaya walked around and had a breakfast. Aben, nicky and tepen went to a saloon had a cut for their hair and the afternoon they went back to Kuala Lumpur..I feel a little bit sadness *haha* but I still can visit them next holiday :) the shootssssssssssss -->

* yeheyy *

1st day mean the worst >_<

*huff* just back from my school, it's the 1st day but I already want an extra holiday ! *haha* as you all know, I entered a university in Singapore which known as NAFA in diploma fashion design. My first class today was Sewing Basic, I felt a little bit confuse 'cause never ever touch it before ! *lol* and my second class was Fashion Design Basic, I felt more comfortable in the 2nd class, don't know why but maybe 'cause it's cooler than the Sewing room *haha* and the worst problem is I need $ 500 ++ for the books, magazine and tools. But it's just for Sewing and Fashion design, how about the other lessons ? I still have 6 more lessons ! * What a Life * But really it's lotta fun, lotta new experience and lotta new friends :) I enjoyed it much ! and here come the photos.....

Me and Renne :)

What I did while Sewing class ? I made a L.O.V.E shape :D

the outfit in Fashion design class *haha

the shoots !

wait for the coming shoots ~

BBQ fiesta !

uh oh uh oh !! Today I just understand what's the real meaning of " Tired " *haha* from the morning went to NAFA took student card and then went to Bugis junction took MRT went to Lavender and walked around looking for a station but it's useless and back to my house. When the time is here, 2 pm. Went to hostel and waited for the bus to go to bbq *oh i felt like in a sauna !* and after reached east cost park, played some funny games, had a lunch at there * love the marshmallow !* and took some crazy picca with buddies, rode a couple bicycle and then just back to house by bus at 9 pm i guess. oh ! I'm dying like hell, i can't walk properly anymore ! *haha* but it's lotta fun ! thanks anyway =) well, the picca are coming later. be patient !

new life..

Here I am, back from my busy days with school stuff, friends and food. =) Like usually today I woke up around 7.15 am and I really hate wake up in the morning *haha* and took a shower maybe for half hour *I really love to play water :D and made my breakfast which is just a cup of milk after that I went to Christien's school for facial, etc. Finished around 4.00 pm i think, and we went to a restaurant to have a lunch. my stomach's made some funny sound :P after finished the meal, I went back to home and chat with some friends until I remembered about my BLOG and now trying to update it *haha*. The day after tomorrow, my brother'll come here with his friend :P and we're planning to watch Harry Potter at night *yafoo*.

Nothing's important anymore,

ciao...

some shootssssss !

spent weekend with my girlfriend !

dessert @ swensen's

@ kozueeeee

happy anniversary dear !

friend's birthday birthday birthday ~

@ sunway kopitiam

@ prangin mall

@ summer cafe

back to www.blogger.com !

After finished my time being lazy such a piggy whole day, I'm finally wrote my diary again today. Ha ha ha, I've being buzy by some stupid homework and many of su**s teachers kept talked nonsense things that makes me confused with the lessons. 2 weeks more I'm going to face the real exam ! I don't know what can I do to pass it, but hope there's someone can teach me =D


Well, there's so many things happened when I did not update my blog. It's about my love story, I'm about to over it but when I'm thinking how I'll face him and how's his feeling, it makes me feel really so sorry to him. And now I want to stop all of my stupid thinking and my childish, I don't want to end this relationship easily. I do love him and so does him !





And I haven't ready to leave Penang. I'm just too love this island, too love my baby boy, too like my best friends, too crazy with the food. Ha ha ha ~
I really hope that time can pass faster and I can be with him together again like what I used to be.

Valentine is Lo - ve ~ <33

ea ea,,I've been so long didn't update my blog,,and hell ya CNY is passed, Valentine is comin' ~ and my 1 year anniversary is comin' too~~,,this year must be the best!!!!but but...in march I need to test in Jakarta for my college,,I am still 16 and I am still in form 5..how can??how can???hohoho..I take which majors??I am taking Fashion design,,hoho,,cause for me that's the most easy and I like to draw~=PP,,and then if I pass the test,,this July I've to start study in Singapore,,huaaa~I'm not ready to leave this small island "Penang" and all of my friends especially my boyfriend,,TT__TT,,is it really the best choice for me ??

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