Every single little sadness and happiness part in ma' LIFE

understanding...

2009-10-16T20:59:00.000-07:00

it's hard to believe, im willing to give up in fashion..give up a course that i used to love..i wont change my mind but yet hurting me so much. sorry mom and dad, i bet that u'll disappointed...and now i know how hard to be alone, when nobody's around..mommy daddy, why never call me ?

I've pretended to be ......

2009-08-17T17:35:00.001-07:00

I'm tired with this new life, I'm sick of being all alone. I miss my daddy, mommy and brothers. I miss my best friends and friends too. The last thing, I miss my room and home :) I miss you guys a lot ! but always..when I wanted to tell and ask about this thing, I ran outta words to say. What can I do ?

Love ya

visited Singapore

2009-07-20T02:18:00.000-07:00

My brother a.k.a Aben and his friend a.k.a Nicky came to Singapore last three days to visit me, am I wrong ? *hahaha* and I had a million of memory ! * lebay ah * they arrived Singapore at 7.30 pm I think and I don't know where should I go to pick them up. So, I took MRT went to Somerset met Ajoe and Tepen there, but they wasted my money 'cause we immediately back to Bugis (my place) again, while waiting for Aben and Nicky's information we went to Kopitiam to have a drink *haha* and then finally I met them at McD, bugis village *what a long journey* after that we went to Cine to watch " Harry Potter " which not really good for me. The next day, all of us went to Vivocity walked around a.k.a window shopping for me *haha* and we planned to go to Sentosa but we didn't make it 'cause alot of people were making queue there ! So we went to Cine to have some movie there :) Sunday, I'm overslept and can't keep my promise to meet friends in Orchad *haha* then me,aben,nicky,ajoe and tepen went to Takashimaya walked around and had a breakfast. Aben, nicky and tepen went to a saloon had a cut for their hair and the afternoon they went back to Kuala Lumpur..I feel a little bit sadness *haha* but I still can visit them next holiday :) the shootssssssssssss -->

* yeheyy *

1st day mean the worst >_<

2009-07-20T01:55:00.000-07:00

*huff* just back from my school, it's the 1st day but I already want an extra holiday ! *haha* as you all know, I entered a university in Singapore which known as NAFA in diploma fashion design. My first class today was Sewing Basic, I felt a little bit confuse 'cause never ever touch it before ! *lol* and my second class was Fashion Design Basic, I felt more comfortable in the 2nd class, don't know why but maybe 'cause it's cooler than the Sewing room *haha* and the worst problem is I need $ 500 ++ for the books, magazine and tools. But it's just for Sewing and Fashion design, how about the other lessons ? I still have 6 more lessons ! * What a Life * But really it's lotta fun, lotta new experience and lotta new friends :) I enjoyed it much ! and here come the photos.....

Me and Renne :)

What I did while Sewing class ? I made a L.O.V.E shape :D

the outfit in Fashion design class *haha

the shoots !

2009-07-16T09:22:00.000-07:00

wait for the coming shoots ~

BBQ fiesta !

2009-07-16T07:01:00.000-07:00

uh oh uh oh !! Today I just understand what's the real meaning of " Tired " *haha* from the morning went to NAFA took student card and then went to Bugis junction took MRT went to Lavender and walked around looking for a station but it's useless and back to my house. When the time is here, 2 pm. Went to hostel and waited for the bus to go to bbq *oh i felt like in a sauna !* and after reached east cost park, played some funny games, had a lunch at there * love the marshmallow !* and took some crazy picca with buddies, rode a couple bicycle and then just back to house by bus at 9 pm i guess. oh ! I'm dying like hell, i can't walk properly anymore ! *haha* but it's lotta fun ! thanks anyway =) well, the picca are coming later. be patient !

new life..

2009-07-15T06:07:00.000-07:00

Here I am, back from my busy days with school stuff, friends and food. =) Like usually today I woke up around 7.15 am and I really hate wake up in the morning *haha* and took a shower maybe for half hour *I really love to play water :D and made my breakfast which is just a cup of milk after that I went to Christien's school for facial, etc. Finished around 4.00 pm i think, and we went to a restaurant to have a lunch. my stomach's made some funny sound :P after finished the meal, I went back to home and chat with some friends until I remembered about my BLOG and now trying to update it *haha*. The day after tomorrow, my brother'll come here with his friend :P and we're planning to watch Harry Potter at night *yafoo*.

Nothing's important anymore,

ciao...

some shootssssss !

2009-05-07T11:03:00.000-07:00

spent weekend with my girlfriend !

dessert @ swensen's

@ kozueeeee

happy anniversary dear !

friend's birthday birthday birthday ~

@ sunway kopitiam

@ prangin mall

@ summer cafe

back to www.blogger.com !

2009-05-07T09:59:00.000-07:00

After finished my time being lazy such a piggy whole day, I'm finally wrote my diary again today. Ha ha ha, I've being buzy by some stupid homework and many of su**s teachers kept talked nonsense things that makes me confused with the lessons. 2 weeks more I'm going to face the real exam ! I don't know what can I do to pass it, but hope there's someone can teach me =D

Well, there's so many things happened when I did not update my blog. It's about my love story, I'm about to over it but when I'm thinking how I'll face him and how's his feeling, it makes me feel really so sorry to him. And now I want to stop all of my stupid thinking and my childish, I don't want to end this relationship easily. I do love him and so does him !

And I haven't ready to leave Penang. I'm just too love this island, too love my baby boy, too like my best friends, too crazy with the food. Ha ha ha ~
I really hope that time can pass faster and I can be with him together again like what I used to be.

Valentine is Lo - ve ~ <33

2009-02-03T08:05:00.000-08:00

ea ea,,I've been so long didn't update my blog,,and hell ya CNY is passed, Valentine is comin' ~ and my 1 year anniversary is comin' too~~,,this year must be the best!!!!but but...in march I need to test in Jakarta for my college,,I am still 16 and I am still in form 5..how can??how can???hohoho..I take which majors??I am taking Fashion design,,hoho,,cause for me that's the most easy and I like to draw~=PP,,and then if I pass the test,,this July I've to start study in Singapore,,huaaa~I'm not ready to leave this small island "Penang" and all of my friends especially my boyfriend,,TT__TT,,is it really the best choice for me ??

<3><3

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I ' . , . ' U

Tomodachi is Important, guys ~

2008-11-04T08:15:00.000-08:00

November 4, 2008

This post I made is special only for you, my best friend " Shirayuki Fei ". Wakakakk,, =DD,, I really miss the time when we shared and wasted together. TT_TT,, and it's already a year we never see each other, right ? AITAI NE, Fei-chan !!! But just wait for me about 18 days later, you'll can see me again. haha,,

Love you so much, Nia ~

Chuuuuuuu ****

Some shoot when last time --->>

When we still in Junior High School ~
XDDD !!!! Kinda weird,,

Now you've already grew become like this,,

And I also already changed become like this,,
It's time to change to be mature and no more childish ya friend,,
chuuuu***

Jaa ~~
Matta ne, atashi no tomodachi,,
daisuki !!!! =3333 ~

( " v ^ ) (^) ------ mix it beib ~~** !!!

2008-11-04T07:13:00.000-08:00

November 4, 2008

Really sorry cause I'm gonna rarely to update my blog, dear. It's because my exam wanna coming soon and I must study hard, =DD ~~

Few days ago, me ~ Stephanie ~ Stefanie and Christine became a " LESBIAN " !!!!
=DD, why ? Because we(four people) slept in 1 bed. And we became HORNY !!!!

wakakakkkk,,, XDDDD ~

And then other activities I did a few days ago is helped my friend make a flag for " Xiao Liu Sheng Huo Ying ". And I also helped the teacher taught the little child dance, wakakkk,, it's funny and relaxing me anyway.

Finished with my busy time, my JEC and Chinese exam was already passed. But me and my classmate still having fun, freaking together and gossip alot ~

And just now, I received a gift from " MY DEAREST " some doll (Teru-Teru Bozu). It all is really so cute !!! Arigatou ne, Yuu-chan ~ I love it so much !!!!

=3333 *** chuuuuu ***

Some picca ----->>

Our Lesbians Group ~

We started being horny !!!! Watch it guys !!!

One bed is too small..haha,, damn funny **

My friend flag, her team is Ninja,,
Design by Me ~

Xiao Liu Sheng Huo Ying ~

Another freak face from me again =_= ''''

I ALWAYS CAN MAKE YOU SMILE !!
=DDDD ~

Siao po stress with her exam !!!!

KYAAAA !!!!!

Teru-Teru Bozu !!! Like it so much !!! Thank's dear ~

Nite everyone, sleep tight yaa ~

8 months anniversary !!!!! XDDDD ~

2008-10-26T23:33:00.000-07:00

October 26, 2008 ~

Happy 8 months anniversary, dear !!! Thanks for gave me the sweetest memory I ever had. You are the only one for me,,XDD,, I love you so much !!!

At the first, my boyfriend suddenly came my house(it's make me shocked),, cause he told that we meet in Gurney but he suddenly came my house ~
Then,, after finished prepare everything. Stefanie and stephanie also go with me.

In Gurney, we watched High School Musical 3(it's nice !!!) and then played game =DD,, after we ate in Pasta Mania,, and also we bought Big Apple Doughnut ~~

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Couple T-shirt ~

Happy 8 months anniversary !!<33

Narcism =DD ~

Syl ~ Steph ~ Stef

haha,, she kissed me worxx !!!

Miss yaa friends <33 ~

Have a nice day, dear ~

Activities that my class did everytime ~

2008-10-24T04:54:00.000-07:00

October 24, 2008 ~

I passed my day with PE period again,, but got something different..We did not been crazy anymore. But we tried to find CLOVER when PE time !! Unfortunately,, we can not find it yet,,sob sob TT^TT ~~

After that, I started to did some crazy things again and took some pictures in my class,, after tried so hard to take my friends pictures. Me, Shishi, Laura and Catherine went to toilet and made a movie. After we finished record the movie then we shouted so loud and laugh. SUDDENLY !!!!!!! Got girl scolded we all,, she said : "you all crazy ya ?? Why did you all laugh until so loud ?? don't you know that at there got people exam ?? " =DD,, wakakakkk... She's Cikgu Wendy ~ and then she took my handphone !!!! OH NO !!!!! I perforce to give RM 30 for take back my handphone,, sob sob...

Today really is my badluck !!! I need to find the CLOVER !!! I really need it !!! ohh,, my dear CLOVER ~ Where did you go ???

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CLOVER !!! Anyone know where is it??

Laura and me tried to find the CLOVER ~

Yeahh,, this few days I kept drew something in my hand ~
Here is the pictures ,,

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Bebek in toilet '''

Must I happy or not with this score ?? =DDD
I gave up ~~

This is what bebek always did to Shishi,,
but with this I remember about "SATE PADANG"
Sluuurp.. nyam,, nyam,, nyam,,

TADAAAA !!!!
HERE IS SOME SLEEPING STYLE FROM C13 CLASS ~

Tried to study but he fell to sleep =DDD

FINALLY !!!

THE MOVIE ~~~

Tha-tha guys,, have a nice day !!!

my 7 months anniversary !!!! <33333

2008-10-17T11:14:00.000-07:00

September 26, 2008 ~

Today is my 7 months anniversary !!! Me and my boyfriend went to Gurney Plaza, wasted out time for karaoke, had dinner, played game and walked around ~
It was happy and funny,, I'm really felt comfortable on your side dear...love yaa always <333>

We're having dinner ~

Miss this time lotta !!! <33>Everytime and everywhere =DDD ~

Yuuta singing <33>

It's not too bad if have a relationship like this <33>

Having dinner with nenek ~<33

2008-10-17T10:55:00.000-07:00

October 17, 2008 ~

Almost die !!!! I can't wait anymore !!!! I'm really2 hungry and asked all my friends who haven't eat..But no one is give me the right answer..until my hero's came !!!! Nenek,, I love you so much !!! <333>

Steph,, muachhhxx <3>Siao po's started to did crazee things !!

Here's my dinner,,
kyaaa <33>After 2 siao po ate the food ~~

Anyone ?? It's nice for sure !!

And my dessert is -->

Qing Bu Liang ~
wakakak XDDD

At the end,, siao po still took lotta picca ~

Narcis and being crazee in Sunway Hotel Toilet ~

2008-10-17T10:44:00.001-07:00

October 15, 2008 ~

After finished having our dinner, we went to Sunway Hotel to pee and take picca and we used almost half hour for it !!! I can't believe that I'm being crazee now. =DD

My mummy's piquing face =P

Everytime and everywhere !!!

Paparazi is on action~

Waiting for my MR.RIGHT to fetch me back home ~<3

See ya all .....

PE period again in my school ~~

2008-10-17T10:21:00.000-07:00

October 10, 2008 ~

My favourite period has came again,, and as usually me and my friends did such crazee things again and again. And the most funny is my picca when shoot a ball,, it's look like I'm dancing ballet...wakakakak !!!!

Siao po in action !!!

C13 class 's the best ~

Love is selfish

kahyang =DD

What the heck !! Are you dare to kick my duck ?!!

Why they're carried me anyway ??

Have a nice day dude ~

holiday,, the best time I ever had dear~

2008-10-17T09:12:00.000-07:00

September 28, 2008 ~

My holiday was started !!!!!! I celebrated it with my mum, dad, bro and my sis in law.
It's a really special moments and memorable I ever had. Even I got fought with my mum cause I shop lotta,, wakakak,, but it's fine. We still shopping and romantic.

When I just reached KL,, we directly went to Malacca for check up and the result really make me shocked !! Haha,, and then in the next day we moved back to KL and lived in MIDVALLEY(I forgot the hotel name's) and shop lotta. After two days in MIDVALLEY, we moved again to Genting(my favourite place) and lived in First World Hotel. I had lotta memories and funny things at there and of course I also shop lotta with my mum and my sis in law. After 2 days in Genting, we back again to KL(MIDVALLEY).

And here is some picca I took ~~
It's great dear !!! Miss ya all,,

munch munch,, my luvly monkey eat dunkk !!

MIDVALLEY hotel

Just reach Genting

Monkey majik BAPE ***

Inside the Believe It Or Not ~

With my sis in law playing at Genting theme park

Space shoot !!! doki2 ~~**

Police and Thief again TT^TT

Love the candy !!! Anyone ??

Sushi king,, cheated on you !! =DDD

Some purikura at Genting ~ <33>Pavilion[KL] ~ love u esprit !!!

Well, my short story end in here. Hope you all like it ~

Have a nice dream dear,, c ya !!!

weekend ~~ time to waste money !!! **

2008-09-20T09:10:00.000-07:00

September 20, 2008 ~~

Weekend is the best time for waste money and feeling tired cause walked for so long time and wore high heels ~~ **

Like me and Stephanie,, just now went to Prangin Mall for having dinner,, but harrasment came to us,, =DD ~ and asked we to go watch movie ~

But actually we wanna watch " Mamma mia " or " wild child " ,, but it don't have. So we just choosed " Accuracy of Death ". At the 1st, the movie was so weird and cryptyc. But by degrees, I got the meaning and it's so touching ~~ I almost wanna cry,, but I can't cause I use eyeshadow >_<>

Here's the movie we watched ~~

Chiba (takeshi kaneshiro) is always appears 7 days before a person die and his job is to decide either the person 'proceed' (death) or 'suspend' (alive). He who loves music is "SHINIGAMI" (grim reaper). Everytime when he doing his job is always raining. His subject is Fujiki Kazue (konishi manami).

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After we finished watch the movie, we went to Giant and I bought ~~>>>>

yey ~~ no strawberry no life !!!

And then Stephanie and I went to Gurney Drive had our dinner ~~>>

abitt diet x_x ~

AND THEN,, TADAAAA ~~~

Stephanie(nenek) is gossiping someone~~ XDDD

After that I had my narcis time with nenek ~~

Here is the picca ---->>>>

kinda blur,, crazee sistaa ~**

and the piggy act like supamodel,,yukss !!!

And finally,, our leg TAK BOLEH TAHAN liao..^o^,, then we just went back. But before go back,, the nenek is so tam ciak,, she still bought cake in ' Secret Recipe ' and take it back to home ~~
And our weekend journey finished with happy ending,, even my money flew so many..gyahaha~

Well ya,, おやすみ mina-san ~~~
甘美な夢 !!!!

オンラインゲーム ~~

2008-09-19T22:37:00.000-07:00

September 20, 2008

Even today is Saturday,, but I still have to go to school and just now in my activities (合唱团) kept sing until I don't have voice already ~~
They also talked about the performance (表演) on October 4 2008,, I forgot the place name is what..=DD

But,, that time is holiday and I wanna go to KL (buy the ticket already) ~
~~ yey !!!!

Actually I can join the performance but I don't have time to practice,, I don't know my teacher let me or not.

Well ya,, I don't wanna talk such complicated things.
I just want to tell you the online game I like,, maybe it's the most I like ~~

Is ~~~~

~~** AUDITION { AYO DANCE (in indo) } !!!!!! **~~

Mm...I think I start play this game since I was in form 3 (2006),, I know this game from my 2nd brother. Last time he also crazee with this game ~~ But now no more !! TT__TT,, since last time until now,, he kept crazee with DOTA.. Even I also like DOTA ~~ But I'm not really can play and understand it...gyahaha~ TT^TT

I got some picca when I played AUDITION in Penang,, but not in indo ~~

Hope you like it !!! ~~*

got the 2nd place TT^TT ~

loving it !!

look like noob with those cloth XDD

AYODANCE ~~

kyaaa ~~ so sweet,, =DD

is it faker or CPU ??!! ~

Right,, if you want to play too, you can download it in:

www.auditionsea.com (Malaysia or Singapore)
www.ayodance.com (indonesia)

Then you also must remember,, me and my boyfriend account name's:

SYLlurvYUU and Sakuraquw
YUUlurvSYL

Don't forget to add and play with us ~~

希望您有一个好周末 ~~~

スポーツ ~~>> 幸せ ''''''

2008-09-19T00:37:00.000-07:00

September 19 2008, friday.

The 1st period in my class is Math teach by Fang lao shi. But he didn't enter my class and my class so noisy.

But after 1 period passed, all slept already like pig ~~

After that I got PE lesson,, then me and my friends went to change cloth.

well, nothing really special happen today ~~

But I got took some picca to let you see my activities today.

enjoy it !!!

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C13 pig members ~~ snore so loud
XDDD

残破的图画 TT__TT

kokoro no tamago,, =DD

bebek kentut --> duck fart ~
sexy buttocks =P **

bebek wit si jangkung '''''

babii wit si jangkung narcis ~

3 siao ca bo in C13

keep your armpit of my face

XDDD ~~

BEWARE --> gorilla on the rampage !!!!

they might be following u ~

Han Chiang Sux School ~ suteki

tha ~~~

MidNight game ~~

2008-09-18T07:06:00.000-07:00

September 8 ~~

That nite,, was the happiest day in kajang ( no.48-50) ''''

bcx some kajang members come and played a card game which call

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" police and thief " together ~~

Well,, I'll list some kajang members name who played the game ~~

Peter (oom buncit)
Dennis (poyok)
Stephanie (nenek)
Christine (kucing)
Catherine (anak kucing)
Vincent (skeleton)
Jaka (pole)
Sylvana (babii)

Ok la,, Lemme show u some pic ~~>>

Some kajang members who played the game~

Peter -- > oom buncit

Dennis --> poyok.

Stephanie --> nenek.

Christien --> kucing.

Catherine --> anak kucing.

Vincent --> skeleton.

Sylvana --> babii.

Some crazee n freak members in kajang~~

XDDD

That nite,, we played so siao..haha,, got some scream and shout,, so noisy until my auntie suddenly came out and scold we all..my auntie said " It's already midnite,, go sleep la !!! "

But we still played and make noise ~~

until 1 am like that,, we go washed face..and went to sleep..

Well,, when I was wake,, I found that got 1 pimple on my face

TT____TT ~~

さよなら ~~~~~~~~~~ **

~~ 甘美な夢

身体不舒服 ~**

2008-09-17T20:54:00.000-07:00

The most boring day is wednesday. At school don't have JEC, then I got comp class but at least at there I can sleep tite~
huahaha,,,

.....But !!!!!

Really a miracle !!! khukhu,,

Today I didn't go to school cx of something wt we call --->>>

身体不舒服(SICK) !!!!

gyahahaha~ I'm free from the boredom every wednesday !!!!

Well,, even like that..
Now I felt abitt boring cx alone,,at home just left my maid(Siti-ujang) and Peter(oom buncit).

And still got 1 hot news !!!XDD

Actually since I was wake until now,, I haven't

!!!! ~** BATH **~ !!!!

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Bcx I was dream about cake !! The cake is too Q to be real !!!!

Lemme show u d pic --->>>

Well,, now I'm waiting for my beloved pipii come my house~

cx today he oso didn't come to school..haha~~
but ofcx before that I must bath 1st na'''''

Really sorry bcx I don't have a special pic today,, so i can't show it in here....

~** ありがとう gozaimasu !!!!! ~~~

Have a nice day, dude ~~

Can't smile without you~

2008-08-01T00:54:00.000-07:00